hi all, well, thanks to everyone who visited my site. You put my mind at ease, I couldn't get the new page up, even when the old one had gone away, so thanks for confirming it was working. The weekend. Hair wet through a Fat Elvis stage, but now its looking foxy. I had a party. Not everyone came, but there were enough there to make it fun. I had my tarot read. Woo! It told me to study more. Blimey. I went to a club. I danced like the drunken fool I was to B+S. My mates decided to get my flatmate stoned. He was babbling like an incoherent fool quite soon. We had a bet to see how long it would be before he fell over. He had been drinking since 2pm, and had not eaten anything. It didn't suprise me. Got a dress for my birthday from my boyfriend. Saw two, bought the blue one. Think I'll buy the red one as well today. Heh heh. And some boots and a coat. And a belt, and all sorts. I am on such an emotional rollercoaster today. Really really upset. Need to do some studying, but I can't get my head to function. Cried while I walked to uni. Imagining bad things. I hate having hormones. They are crap. Need to talk to my boyfriend. Something is upsetting me. Wondering who to talk to about how I feel. Rang my dad and he sort of did his dad bit. He didn't give me any advice really, just said I should talk about it. And I should do whatever feels best. I think he was a bit suprised, to be honest. I usually call my mum for these chats. And mum is great for these chats, cos she gives me heaps and heaps of advice, and tells me not to worry, and gives me a verbal hug (awww!) and then goes a bit girl powery and things. Dad sort of mm's and ooh's a bit. He tries his best, bless him. Trying to decide on a future career. Should I be: 1. a diplomat( it looks cool) 2. An English teacher in Japan (for a year) 3. Go into advertising 4. A web designer? cannot decide. Quite like the idea of being a diplomat. But will they take me? My mum used to work for the Norwegian Government, so who knows if they'll be happy about it. Careers advice was suprisingly good. Apart from the bit where we're supposed to become modern language teachers or primary school teachers. They always tell us to be teachers in my department. I wouldn't mind teaching in Japan. Good money, and stuff. Have to go now. Love you all, a very confuddled idles. kiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskiskis oh!! btw! I got a letter in New Woman this month.. I had a rant. You lot know what I'm like with ranting. You can't miss it. I'm the only ranting letter. Grrr. heh heh heh. ===== http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/corduroysmoke we're all smoking our corduroys in our secret little b+s club- what are you doing?? __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Photos - 35mm Quality Prints, Now Get 15 Free! http://photos.yahoo.com/ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+