Right...the events of the past few days have turned into a hazy shade of winter, I think I must've got some snow in my eyes. As far as posts go, mine suck. But the rest of you are fab (yes R.J. Gillanders, I used the word "fab"). Something that didn't seem to cross my mind in the instant of postage this week was that I was perhaps biting feeding hands and offending friends (not to mention a plethora of unknowns). So, as a result I'd like to apologise properly (but succinctly...hopefully) to you all. You (meaning anyone who's reading and anyone who's not) are not the one's who I wanted to paint as evil. Infact, I thought quite the opposite, contrary to the babble that was spewed forth previously. I think in future I might attempt to make it a little clearer that some people I know (non-sinisterines thankfully) burned me (metaphorically speaking, though I wouldn't put it past them sometimes). And just because I haven't the gumption to tell them that they made me feel like shite to their faces doesn't mean that you should all be "flamed" unintentionally or otherwise. So, umm yeah...that's it I guess...I just wanted you all to know that things came out wrong and I'm sorry. If anyone feels the need for a more in depth explanation or discussion, which I assume you don't as I seem to have done the topic to death myself, I think it might be wise to do it off list so as to avoid clogging the inboxes and archives more than absolutely necessary. Well, that'll do for now. Jeremy ps. I just re-read this mail and realised that it's amazingly self-obsessed. But I guess that's not really surprising for me at the moment. pps. I also figure I'm at "that point" where a sinisterine finds that a break is needed, for their own sake and that of the list combined. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+