Here's me, reading a book about a girl who lapses into an alcohol/Valum induced coma, mere hours after washing down a tranquilizer with 3 bottles of cider. I look uneasy with a hint of panic I think, but never the less..in focus. The rest of the room, a bit of a blur...you can kind of make out a larger than life Chris Geddes behind me on the wall, by the bed, the dim flicker of lights dancing inside our pumpkins...mine and his. (not Chris Geddes by the bye) Keeping his lit, as well as mine, makes him seem closer some how. To the left of me is my B&S mug, with old...stale tea in. Next to that, a smattering of candy and chocolates wrappers...Over here...you can just make out my new Uncle Bulgaria looking wisely on. And if he could speak....he's surely tell me that rewinding "Modern Rock Song" 12 times in a row is bordering on psychotic behavior and he'd send me to bed in my burrow with no Chamomile Soup. This photo shows all too well the circles under my eyes...this is one for the bin i'm afraid. "Lonliness Is Fun." beth +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". For list archives and searching, list rules, FAQ, poor jokes etc, see http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +---+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" +---+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+