Lauren's email has been acting a bit quirky as of late so she asked me to send this to list cause her CPU won't oblige. Here it is: hello my darlings, i am back from the dead, well sort of. i havent posted in awhile. i guess it's just been because i had to take some time out to think about some things and figure some things out, and during that time i havent really talked to anyone. i have been emailing back and forth with a couple of you sinister kids, and one in particular has really been a great help. and i thank her again...right now i just feel horrbile. i am very sick, and i just slept for three hours and when i woke up for some odd reason all i could think about was posting to sinister. these past couple days ive been absolutely out of it, i guess i should go to the doctor, but its so damn expensive when you dont have any insurance...today i acutally dragged myself out of bad for class. i left early because i was feeling worse as the day progressed, and so i got in my car and started to drive home. right away i knew something was wrong with my car, and as soon as i got out of the parking lot i realized i was screwed. the transmission apparently is bad, and i couldnt get the car to go above 30. it just kept rev-ing up and not going anywhere. i just barely made it home. i know it is going to cost alot of money that i dont have to fix it, which really sucks. the car is so old though and had 189,000 miles on it , i am probably going to have to just buy a totally new one, which sucks even more. now i cant afford to go to europe and i am ultra-depressed right now. thats all i have to say. xoxo, lauren. oh yeah and ida, one of my favorite bands is playing philly and it is 21+ which means i cant go. i hate the world right now. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+