sinister i lost something at the weekend but i found it again i started writing this in an internet café in glasgow ive never been in one of them before it was a bit scary. and awfully orange. but i didnt send this from there. no no. just felt the need to write from it. well i most definetly went by the 15 minute rule for this post- i have been writing it since monday! its the 21st of june when did that happen? there was a programme in the uk play channel yesterday on called 'state of independants' and it had about jeepster on it our house and home has been sold we need to be out by the 7th of september 19 days before my 18th :( and to be perfectly honest, and even though i hate talking about it, its killing me. i think im the only person on the list who hasnt bought jonathan david yet i could have. but i went into avalanche and they had the cooper temple clause ltd ed boxed 7" warfare ep so i bought that instead. all this talk of london and i have not a penny to my name left in the world well, maybe a few pennies, but only coppers and the occassional 5p and maybe even a 10p or two heard i monster-daydream in blue? you should its BRILLIANT, i love it i am very proud to be a 'sick fucked in the head psycho fan' by now you are probably thinking, if youve got this far of course, that i am not going to talk about glasgow i keep having strange dreams. at the weekend i had a sinister dream. started off in a bus, but the bit we were in wasnt like bus- it was more like a room, and everyone(ok maybe not *everyone*) was there on the bus and it kept stopping so gav could go in and get more booze. then everyone was out in this pool, with a bridge over it and they were all demons. and they had horns and stuff. and there was one in particular that i noticed, he was big and looked a bit like the demon/devil guy in legend-with the big horns and stuff, except he was grey/black and not red. and i dont think his face was so weird either. but they had to change back to their person form coz a normal person was coming along i seem to be suffering from lack of enthusiasm for anything its a bit depressing really i cant even muster up enough energy to be even a wee bit excited about jonathan david to the extent that i am not even bothered at all that i dont have it which is sad i remember when legal man came out and i got so excited and i had no money so my snowflake bought me it, and i hugged her to death almost and i danced and bounced all over falkirk like a mad looney nutcase u know that mockingbird song that people sing to their kids? that disturbs me that does i think its an evil dead thing wasnt belles post brilliant? i had you fooled didnt i? u thought i had forgot what i said and i wasnt going to even hint on mentioning glasgow again but guess what i am anyways yeah so glasgow this weekend. 4 days in glasgow. blah. blah is how i feel. thats not bad. its more just a bit non descript. and thats just absolutely spot on. right. started in the pub, finished in the pub. as so many good weekends do. but this one had in betweeny bits that involved meeting lots of new and wonderful and grate and super and lovely people. even though i wasnt exectly the most sociable of kids at the picnic. i was just. blah. nervous and stuff. probably. yeah. so for people i didnt talk to. im really sorry, i did want to. huge big hugs to every last one of you, even and especially the ones i didnt talk to and i saw my first ever sinister football game it was funny :) and i got added to Jenowls list of people to kill ;) but the gigs, were...eh....um...yeah. great. probably. youll be glad to know that i am not going to reveiw the gigs due to missing quite a bit of both spending much of friday in the bar and much of saturday flaked out on a seat at the first aid bit due to being ever so slightly completely exhausted but i was not actually asleep/unconscious, so i did at least hear the entire set but do you know what? thats all ok, coz i had such a grate time anyway and i was at dunfermline too, and i didnt miss any of that and there so much else but i will finish here and thats all i have to say except- i think i snogged the most people at the weekend ;p "cleanse yourself and bleed for free, retrograde your honesty, give me life or so you said, life means nothing when your dead!" unlike a lifeform youve ever met sweetie xox ICQ #42242252 MSN instant msngr: something_sinister@hotmail.com AOLim id: IIIsecondcreep *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Part of a multipack- Not to be sold seperately. _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. 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