hi. oooh, right. how bad can a day get..? really! this sucks. i don't know what to do with myself. it's my birthday today. i should be glad! but ofcourse i'm not. i haven't told my parents that it's over with hans.. i don't want to tell them. they wouldn't understand. oh. i don't like them at all for the moment! but then, who do i really like right now? not my boyfriend. oh. EX boyfriend. not that bitch monica, who stole him from me! and not my friends, because they're really mean to me. can you belive that they actually said "ooh, didn't you know? we thaught that you knew about nelli" and i'm like.. "nelli?? who the fuck is nelli?" and then they... well, kind of laughs their ass' off. oh. lovely friends, eh? god, i really hate them! they don't care about peoples feelings at all, it seems like. oh, oh, oh. sadness and all. i'm crying, yes. but maybe i shouldn't. they're not worth my tears. oh. i'm so sorry to bother you all with my sadness. but it's the absolute worst birthday ever! though... i did get some nice records, and a new amp to my guitar. and... well... i just have got to thank all of you people who've written to me. everyone on sinister is sooo nice! and a special greeting to the very lovely astrid, who's ill and all. hope you'll get well soon darling! love, rachel o.j. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+