hello sini-folk, i've been here for two months, i think, and those two months have bore the fruit of two decidedly average posts from me. Sorry. But now i'm going to attempt a post that says something. However it's the kind of post i sometimes don't like reading, if i'm tired or that. It's the "my girlfriend left me, what shall i do?" post, this time with a twist. Things weren't going well anyway, I'm better without her and she's better without me. I'm just sorry that she finished with me, ideally i would have broken up with her but totally made it to look like it was her fault. Aparently i've changed over the past seven months. I think she's jusr gotten to know me, and well, she doesn't like the real me. I am an arrogant twat (some might say) I never did really fancy her as such, i wanted to be with someone, anyone, and she pulled me. But I was glad she did, we had great times with each other, she even came to my first sinister picnic with me, she is really nice, as a friend. That's it! As a friend, i have no overwhelming desire to "put my thing in her thing" or to really kiss her properly, kissing just for practice would be ok, maybe. She also has my Glastonbury ticket, which i desperately want. i want to go to glasto with her, but not in a sharing a sleeping bag kind of way. If she isn't going out with me she doesn't want to know me, which i think is a bit harsh. I've realised a lot of things recently. Today while reading pieces of writing on the band site i realised something. For the past year or so, i've been thinking Stevie i so cool and forgetting about the rest of the band a bit. Stevie is undeniably cool and he signed two cd covers for me, as apposed to the one by everyone else (i'm going off track here, if you haven't noticed, by my tigermilk sleeve with "stevie" faintly written above the "and" in "belle and sebastian" is brilliant) Anyway, today i realised i've been unfairly ignoring sturan, stuart, struan, stru-anne, mr murdoch. Stuart is the only member of the band who could make me cry (without kicking me in the bollocks) But you know what i mean, go and read evrything you can find that he has written, and if you haven't already, realise that he *is* a genius, and not in a shitty schoolboy "oh thome yorke is a genius" kind of way, i mean we are truly blessed to live in a time where we have stuart murdoch. oh well sorry if that last paragraph was arsey or ill-punctuated or just too long. if you took the time to read this, thank you. if you didn't f*ck you, you are a monkey (shit they didn't read this anyway so there's no point....) well thanx thomas ps: i wonder if now that it was ages a go ken chu will stop going on about the clues to the treasure hunt __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Everything you'll ever need on one web page from News and Sport to Email and Music Charts http://uk.my.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+