dear sinister april has been carrying me off into the wilderness again, off into unimagined places of states of blank surrender and of heart-racing bliss all the same. last night i decided to have a beer with my mexican pizza. i was right, it was just the beverage for such a meal. my friends were over for dinner, they didn't want any beer. so i didn't share. then they left. so i decided another beer would not hurt. that led me breakin into the wine. oh darlin, then there was this sudden urge to paint! the notion consumed me so that i had to be as artistic as possible, as unrestricted as possible in my empty apartment, and so i stripped down to me bare birthday suit (i suppose it's cheating since my birthday was a month ago, but at any cost...) and i dribbled my fingers up and down over the paper with colors beautiful colors! colors of all shades and frustrations and obscenities and spectabularistic joys! after all that nonsense i decided it was time for bed...i had been drankin since 5 and it was 9...yeah it was time for bed. i fell into a deep sleep. the phone rang, it was the faceless hiker boy i've been speaking to for months now. two and half hours later, we reluctantly hung up the phone and i laid there. sleepless till the sun came up, and when it arose, i was out like the fading stars.. and then it happened. i dreamt about belle and sebastian!! (you knew it was time for content didnt you?) yes it is true, i dreamt they were really mice! and they belonged to my parents! what the......? yeah that's what i thought too. okay that's all. ---your mountain mama sweetheart X ***Sometimes you get shown the light in the strangest of places if you look at it right*** ---Jerry. http://www.care2.com - Get your Free e-mail account that helps save Wildlife! +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+