hi there list. i am suddenly intimidated by the thought that this message is going to 1200+ people whether or not they read it. friday i leave for ottawa. this is less than 48 hours. i am alternating between dread and excitment. dread of how i will react when i see my b/f and excitment that i might find some good fabric shops and that i will have loads of time to get my massive quantities of school work done. right now my brain has shut down for the night so i am indifferent to the whole voyage. at least i have a new travel partner. alphonse is very excited. i feel like i live in many worlds. this lovely sinisterland in my computer. my friends. my school. my family. my work. i wish i could meld (this may or may not be a word) them all into one. or pick one and leave the rest behind. or take off and start a new one. i don't think that i m the same person in all these worlds. i wonder which one is the real me? it's funny to think...it's funny i am so tired i have completely lost my train of thought. lucky for you all. i don't think it was going anywhere anyway. i will miss you all while i'm away. no e-mail access in ottawa :( wish me luck! -di he who hates is to be pitied, but he who loves is to be pitied more -german proverb +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+