hello list kids. Its Leyla here. By myself. Sarah-less. As you may have noticed she posted to the list a couple days ago...all by herself. I suppose we have broken up...maybe? Nah, not to fear...the endless self indulgent rants of our double posts will live on! Its 3am right now, and my mind is the clearest it has been in ages. I feel compelled to post something...due to complete bordome and confusion. Today I played a great pretend game..that I like to call "I'm a Rockstar". Yes... see. What I do is dress up, go out..and pretend that everyone around me is a fan. So...picture this... I go out with some boy...and we go have some dinner. As we park the car..I state "oh, no...so many of my fans are here". Its really quite liberating and fun. You must try it. Not only do you scare the boy you are with...but you also come across as pretentious and arrogant.. WAY TO GO LEYLA!! thats the way to pull the lads... anyway. I think I have grown obsessed with the idea of becoming some sort of fabricated person. With all this mass media..culture.. I just want to redefine myself..over and over again. Be a girl one day, be a boy another day..experience things from every point of view possible. Rich, Poor...Old..Young. You can't live until you have lived everyones life... right? This is very Ziggy Stardust isn't it? Great, I am a rock and roll cliche. It's allready been done. Everything has allready been done... <sigh> Some B&S content: I wanted to go see the screening of the "Dirty Dream #2" film... unfortunatly..I did not find out where/when the screening was taking place..before it was much too late. well, it is late... and I must dream.. if you are lucky.. I will tell you about it. I want to be just like You, leyla ===== http://www.geocities.com/SunsetStrip/Pavilion/4941/ ******************************************************** __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Talk to your friends online with Yahoo! Messenger. http://im.yahoo.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@missprint.org". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@missprint.org". WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+