last night i listened to lovesong about 20 times.mmm... those lyrics...that's how i feel these days...anyway. then i was reading this magazine my mom sent me from home and i was reading about places i know,places i just close my eyes and i'm there,routes i've done a billion times...and now... my everyday reality is someone else's now... i miss being in a car,with my friends and the music is loud and we just run in the highway of the big city... i know you don't give a fuck about all these and to be honest i shouldn't even be writing all these but...i had to. i wish i had a pc in my room.everynight i can't sleep i would read all the messages in sinister... now i am reading frankenstein.have to for the uni. i think i should go. ....you know,this title 'the loneliness of the middle-distance runner' is really appealing...i've been thinking about it for days... ...so i'm going to be the film director...mmm...can't i just lie down myself and do nothing? a yes,most probably this friday i am going to this club in manchester called jilly if i'm not mistaken.anyone else there? right.me go now... kisses and some more to some beloved ones... and loads of tears.z. ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+