yes!!!!! This is quite true but unfortunatly i am the procrastination queen and am making every effort to stop thinking about stuff as much as i do. I have to confess that the main reason i am here is to avoid doing work. I have a big folder of shitty drawings sitting in the library crying out to be turned into something amazing but i just can't face it. How was everyone's pancake day?? Mine always seems to be the most ridiculous day of the year. This time there were four of us huddled together in a kitchen the size of a box arguing about how to make up the mix. When we had agreed on the amounts we argued about what went in first and how thick it should be. Everyone was shouting and bumping into each other. We made them in the end and they were lovely. I have decided i am going to try and give up thinking for 40 days, obviously not completely just the sort of thinking that goes as follows: "hmmmmmmmmm, i wonder where i will be next year.hmmmmmmmm mmmmmmm, i remember when i was 8, things were different then hhhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmm, i fancy a cup of tea,hhhmm" When i feel myself doing this i will bash myself on the head with the nearest hard object. I got another crush the other day, thanks to who ever it was, i have had two in the last few weeks which is quite exciting. I should also congratulate you all for not being thick like me and doing it wrong. On a bus journey to oxford street i saw two b&s related shops. One said Ken's Fish Bar and the other said ASM MUSIC and it had lots of guitars in the window. Not very interesting i know but it made me smile. Another thing that made me smile and feel all warm inside was at a party on friday. ( crap sentence structure i know). I was playing some guitar in a room full of people, there was some other music playing so i didnt think anyone was taking any notice. When i finished i looked up and there were all these faces smiling at me and everyone clapped. Can i repeat that word, CLAPPED. I was dead chuffed about that. Oh christ, i better go and stare at my drawings and hope they come to life a bit. love and jizz, hannahxx +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+