hiya, as you will probably guess from the subject of this mail, i'm not a happy bunny right now, due to boys. well, just one boy but that's bad enough. he's called ross and he's grate and sweet and funny and he made me the bestest tape for christmas and he phones me a lot too. only he doesn't realise i like him. well, at least he didn't until last night. cos i got drunk with my friend clare and then i sent him a text message saying about how i fancy him like mad and stuff. only problem was that i had phoned him about 10 minutes before and he was with a girl. bitch. i hate her already and i don't even know who she is. me and ross are really good mates and we even kissed last week (which made me think, "hey, maybe he does like me") only then he tells me about all these girls that he likes and then about how he snogged two girls at the same time (i don't know how that happened either) apparently it was a mad three way thing...... grrr!!! why do i always pick the boys that i know i have no chance with???? he's such a star though. only when i phoned him last night he was pished too and he said i looked like a slug, or a slug looked like me and i got angry and told him to fuck off. i said sorry though, and so did he so that's ok now. oh dear. i've really screwed things up haven't i? on a lighter note it's only 2 days til christmas. happy christmas and all that. happy new year as well. well, i'm off again, cheerio, amy xxx _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+