dearest erms, has anyone had such an enormous crush on someone that they appear in your dreams night after night, no matter what? and i'm not talking completely smutty dreams here. they could just randomly appear on a flower, or on a meadow. just the fact that they're always flying amongst your fabricated silhouettes is a strange yet very romantic thought. i wouldn't know about this, it's just what my friends have told me... i've been reading a lot of gabriel garcia marquez of late and i can't say enough about his godly, ethereal prose. love in the time of cholera is one of my most favoritest novels ever, and if anyone is a hopeless romantic like myself, they shall read this book, and damn well like it. does anyone have any other romantic novels that i need to read? no smut, please. i write and think enough of it. just kidding...kinda. i noticed that my list crush votes wain oh so terribly. where has all the support gone? has my fan base gotten old, raised families, children, and do they have those white picket fences?! oh that's ridiculous...my fan base is me, however sad that is. oh oh oh!!! i would really like to *not* spend this coming summer in my hometown, therefore, does anyone have any sort of job they could offer me? i could do journalistic things well, anything with the english language really, i do hope. well i would like to live amongst the big city, preferably across the pond, but anywhere is better. you know the saying, kill yourself or get the fuck over it. aye. summer kisses now turning brown, blake xx the nerdy shy eyed pacifist ~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~ "I am not Jesus, though I have the same initials." - Jarvis Cocker +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+