hi everyone!! it's been ages, it seems. i hope that this finds you are all splendidly happy :o) i know that i am. in recent weeks i have registered for school, begun correspondence with a very highly respected director (the fact that he's irish is just a bonus :o) had 8 job offers and lots more. i have just been having one of those weeks when things are going so well that you just float through the days....i am sort of afraid though....waiting for the other shoe to drop i s'pose. i also got to have a real telephone conversation with sinister's own chris eames!! yay!! he sounds like martin gore from depeche mode when he speaks :o) i have spent quite a lot of time thinking/talking about relationships lately. all sorts of relationships. it's funny how there are people you firmly believe will be in your life forever. it is impossible to imagine a world without them. a few weeks ago, i brought over some tapes that friends and i made a few years ago when we had a "band". we would write songs together and this one girl would sing and play them on the guitar, as well as help another girl and i convert the music in our heads to a playable piece. we had fun....it dissolved but, more sadly, so did our friendship. the singing girl jsut stopped talking to us for no reason. she used to do things like that from time to time but this time it was for months. the other girl and i remained as close as ever and, when the world trade center was attacked, i decided to send the singer a card to tell her that i loved her and that whatever was going on was not a big deal in the scheme of things. so the 3 of us were back together again....then the other girl found out that the singer was bashing us both in her online journal.....then the other girl started bashing me in her online journal....then my dad died and neither of them cared enough to acknowledge it and, for that, i will never forgive them. it's just weird. there was a time when we were together daily and now we never talk. i think that the 2 of them do but i don't think that either of them really trusts the other....and i know that one of them is constantly annoyed with the other so... listening to our songs made me sort of miss them though...well, sharon anyway...the singer i really have nothing but disdain for... weird. anyway...i'm babbling again...though surely, you know how i am by now. :o) where on earth has everyone been? ken, the rachels, dirty vicar, lara llew? ah well...my love to you all. ~stine __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Search - Find what you�re looking for faster http://search.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+