hello sinister. it seems so strange posting now. the list seems so quiet, and i feel strange knowing i'm going against list protocall by mentioning the list in a post to the list. am i so old? have i been around so long? a girl 'delurked.' afraid to be a young belle and sebastian fan, afraid to meet the other sinisters. i remember that feeling. i remember joining and huddling behind a public computer because no one else in the room would know upon what i had stumbled, even as i was afraid i wasn't good enough for this thing i could only imagine. weird how it does that to you. you are cool enough, i say to the lurker. do not be afraid of that which you have never seen. you have no reason to be. look at me and my reverent tones. i am too high and mighty. *** i had my birthday last week. 22. the years can hardly cath up, i guess. and i am certainly playing catch up, trying desparately to get my ducks in a row so i can say i am living, etc. the thing about ducks, though, is that they don't fly in rows, really. they fly in v's. like arrows, they always point in a direction opposite from the one i am taking. xo.lou. ===== www.somewhereinbetween.net __________________________________ Do you Yahoo!? Yahoo! Photos: High-quality 4x6 digital prints for 25� http://photos.yahoo.com/ph/print_splash +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+