if my i's seem to look pressed against the widow's pain "oh let the sleep out of my sick skin" so soft like hard apon this makes oh lift thy heavenly vessel to the sun to so may the heavenly frost of sleep apon my sickly skin may fall gently as firm apon my weery i's oh let the rest fall from my sleeves oh why has thou kiss not fallen apon my i's plucked from salvation's loving arms you left apon my i's instead a kiss of sharp beloved wake like poison it sat burning like hot as cold as ice apon my i's i rest my veiw to fix apon the widow's pain she sleeps like sleep i wake and in this sleep she screams as loud as sofly as quiet is loud apon her i's did fall a kiss but not one i would blessedly wish for this kiss apon her i's was the kiss like cold like fire or snow like burning sinders of fallen ash she scream as death like life or light she scream apon my sleepless i's "do end my pain do let this end." apon my i's did they hear this the widow's voice she did scream so long so long as short for all is gone but in her scream i herd her speak "oh please oh please, let the sleep out, let the sleep out of my skin!" her body old and weak as death as pain as fear is joy "oh let the sleep out of my skin!" she begged and cried for life to die her body old her mind alive her arm had gone alone apon her sholder sits an empty space where it should rest her leg saw'n off and at the knee a blanket sat like white like some or other peace placed high above like low or east above her head all smothered in sweat in sweat so bright to sky they hit apon a pole within a bag that was her life or what was left instead a bag with filled inside a life of hers of hers her life hung on a hook placed cunningly above her head slowly like fast or slower so the bag was left alowed to drain back in so sad as sad like pain or kind so apon this sight my i's where fixed the widow's pain i could not fix in place of fix a tear instead fell oh let the sleep out of my widow's pain! ________________________________________________________________ GET INTERNET ACCESS FROM JUNO! Juno offers FREE or PREMIUM Internet access for less! Join Juno today! For your FREE software, visit: http://dl.www.juno.com/get/tagj. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+