WE ALL AGREE THE CAMERA AFFECTED CUBISM i used to want to major in psychology. i still want to major in psychology. my grades eventually might dictate otherwise. only time will tell. maybe it isn't meant to be. i only want to help people who need to talk to someone other than the voices in their head. chain of reaction. I DON'T CARE! I'D RATHER SINK -- THAN CALL BRAD FOR HELP! over the past week i found myself drifting back to my old self. as fiona apple would ask, 'is that is why i am a sullen girl?' my room-mate was gone for the weekend, however, so i had no one to talk or discuss issues with. i told a boy some things that i probably shouldn't have. not what you're probably thinking - more items pertaining to issues in my life. i fear i revealed too much and now i feel too vulnerable. must build the walls up, no more shouting towards the rooftops for me. TAKE A SECOND FOR YOURSELF [OR NOT] give a homeless person some spare change. or buy them hot cocoa. find some old christmas lights and string them around your room for festiveness. make a mix CD or tape for a friend you haven't professed your love to lately. send postcards home to let them know you are still alive. fall asleep on time. knit yourself a hat. dye your hair. eat chips noisily in a quiet area. IT'S SO SOFT everyone has been bringing up the list of Sinister. I see it as a snuggle blanket from your childhood. You use to cling, sleep with, and love it. now, in your [and its] later years, you only bring it out now and then. take it's existence for granted, almost. -- by the by. i'm quasi-new. i've been on and off the list for a few years depending on my internet connection situation. but mostly quiet anyhow, so it doesn't really matter. {my haiku} allison - the girl; aspiring to everthing psycho-analyst. //forgive my technology for those other half-postings. i feel like such a shmuck. my first step again into the Sinister world and i trip and fall on myself\\ _________________________________________________________________ Protect your PC - get McAfee.com VirusScan Online http://clinic.mcafee.com/clinic/ibuy/campaign.asp?cid=3963 +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+