sinister yesterday i rescued a pigeon i had been at falkirk college open day (for all of 15 minutes- what a waste of time) and i was walking up towards the town centre with my friend ali and i saw a pigeon sitting on the ground it was sitting up but not moving, i went over to it but it didnt move i couldnt leave it i moved it so no one would see it or stand on it and ali phoned direct inqueries to get the number for the RSPCA we got put through to the edinburgh branch they put us onto the central headquarters or something and they said 'take it to the nearest police station and well pick it up as soon as possible' i ran back down to a shop and got a box to put it in then i carried it to the police station we got there but the police said 'im afraid we cant take it, we arent allowed to take in wild animals under any circumstances' and the nearest RSPCA place is in stirling so we foned alis dad (he keeps birds) and he said that ali could take it home and he would look after it or something but just as ali was about to get on the bus i decided to take one last look at the pigeon perhaps to say 'later' or 'good luck' or something i had been carrying for at least the best part of an hour but it had died :( and ali wasnt taking home a dead pigeon so she said 'do something with it' so i was left with a dead pigeon so i wandered round falkirk for the next hour/hour and a half with a dead pigeon in a box i was going to take it to the pet shop and ask what they did with their dead animals but i decided theyd probably just bin it eventually i decided and took it to calander park and buried it next to a tree way up the back where no one would see me and planted a snowdrop on top of it today i went to stirling uni info day i even managed to get up at 7.30 am well done me it was very good i thought and it WAS a beautiful day i would really quite like to go now but my mum wants me to go to college because if i go to money my dad can stop paying child maintenance or something like that and i said to her i wanted to go and she said "well if u do that leaves me right up shit creek" her exact words so i feel bad now but i want to go to uni (if of course, i get the grades) but i feel really guilty if i do :/ today in bargain books i saw a book called 'filth' and it was 6500 sex slang words and phrases and i thought to myself 'is everything about sex these days?' with reference to other posts the ribena 'scussion and addiction i need to know i really really do someone please please tell me what it is? what it is about ribena? also about ribena i saw a flyer today that said ribena was tested on animals and also in 'The Hodditter's' post i am thinking this is true then?? which means that well i am thinking very nasty things about all u ribena drinkers but not saying (my attempt at growing a mean streak is failing miserably) all i will say is i hope u feel bad. very bad. addiction i think i used to have a minor addiction to caffeine sadly enough over summer i would drink rediculous amounts of the stuff (actually, i started on coffee but then someone told me tea has more caffeine, can anyone confirm this, coz i changed the morning drink of a lifetime when i was told that) mainly to try and stay awake 3rd song on fyhcywlap beyond the sunrise i love it i really do makes me want to sway whilst sitting cross legged on the floor and looking up at something i always imagine joseph being in a desert i see him take his bag off and lay it on the ground then lie down using it as a pillow i wonder has anyone here ever followed someone just to see where someone like that goes i have i was in glasgow on my lonesome and i saw a hippy girl and i followed her for a bit just to see where hippy girls go but i got bored after about 5 minutes geoffs post about the kids going wild at soggy digestives 'rolling' i can sympathise i go to a rock/indie/punk club every friday and over the last few months it has become over run with 12-14year olds or 'slip-neds' as we refer to them oh they are so annoying and they give the rest of us a bad name names i used to know what names i liked but i dont remember anymore i know i like chester for a boy at least i think i do. no i definately like chester i like colin too girls names hmmm. i think i would call a girl hannon. maybe. maybe not. coz i have had 2 pets with names divine comedy esque and they both died nasty deaths :| i still think its a pretty name though. on second thoughts. it is a pretty name but not for a person. Lucy alder mentioned that struan has lovely hands so does neil hannon like struans, small but oh so perfectly formed although they have one fault one his fingers has been vandalised damn wedding ring. grrrr. ;P big brother i thought jack dee trying to escape was hilarious mmm my mum just gave me the rest of a can of sweetcorn :) hmm sweetcorn is difficult to eat with your fingers... your friend always (the grumpiest person ull ever meet- u just dont know it yet) sweetie xox ps i have just read all todays and yesterdays posts this list truly is sinister and/or food and drink obsessed! for goodness sake! it could be renamed the ribena, cheese and dr pepper appreciation list this leads to me being scared i remember when i first joined sinister ooh, almost 2 years ago and being warned about the list getting stoopid and i also remember what happens so honey IM SORRY MUMMY! 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