the beach is imaginary -today; but tomorrow it may be real... you have belle and sebastian concerts but i have the sea! i was meaning to write a post about the meaning of life and being happy... but i feel very sad... summer isn't nice when you have to spend it nearly alone... and it's worse when this happens for the third time... i'm tired of doing things on my own... i've done everything i could: i've been reading and writing and listening to music almost ceaselessly since i was fifteen! i'm twenty and i need people! there has been some talk lately, on whether belle and sebastian are any good any more... you know it has to do with getting older, or rather with the intensity of the first time - not that much with the actual quality of the songs... i was introduced to belle and sebastian with tbwtas, then i was given the four eps, then iyfs, and a few months later tigermilk came out on cd so i got that too. and i didn't like it as much! and my (ex)boyfriend first heard of them last June and fyhcywlap is his favourite! although iyfs is so innocent, erm, so twee - well it's like it has fallen from the sky, like it has nothing to do with this world and thus probably nothing can ever sound better... you know what i mean... don't you? that must be the meaning of life... think about it... when we were little our impressions and feelings were stronger, we felt more alive - because the world was new... or rather we were new to the world... i long to return in that state of innocence and bliss... and strangely enough my two best friend also long for that - strangely, because these days we don't seem to have much else in common... we should just find a way to feel excited most of the time, like when we were wee... stop thinking of ourselves and stop worrying... and start being involved in what's happening around us... maybe we will manage this on the beach... if we ever stop fighting and get there! wishing tehn we'll remember how much we love each other... love,and keep the faith, Dimitra ps " We should love a band that writes a song about the go-betweens!" not because i'm that big a go-between fun but because it sounds great.and powerful! ps if i could be a song i would be something that would snake ito your room and be with you the whole night long +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+