hi all. in a half hour i will be 21 and i don't have the slightest twinge of excitement. for the last almost year i had been planning on spending it with my girlfriend, but we're taking a goddamn break right now. if your girlfriend ever wants to take a break, say no. they're no good. i've also got the flu and am on lots of medication so i can't go out and get drunk. what's the fun of a 21st birthday if you can't get drunk and don't have anyone to be sober with? the gods are laughing at me. you can all cheer me up by sending presents though. it's never too late. i'd really like a videotape of calvin johnson when he was on mtv europe or the belle and sebastian program. i also like candy that i can't get here like coffee crisps and wispaccinos. if anyone can get my girlfriend back i'd definitely take that. i guess i'll settle for a crush vote though. here's my best brush with celebrity...when i was a kid living in hawaii, my mom's boss belonged to the same beach club as tom selleck(in the magnum p.i. days) and i hung out with him on the beach a couple times. he bought me cokes and french fries. he was really hairy. i have his autograph. i guess that's that. oh, i was born on friday the 13th. my mom says it explains everything. take care. *alyssa marie* +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+