was sick all day. stayed home from my office job. cleaned the hell out of my apartment and did my dishes (3 months can reak havoc). went to the doctor, got a mess load of antibiotics and allergy pills. came home to my berry smelling flat and spent the day listening to old albums that i've been missing. called my folks. smoked too many cigarettes. had some coffee and a crossaint for dinner. bought some wheat chex and milk ( i can eat cereal now that i have dishes and a clean fridge again!). stole a bunch of equal packets at the coffee shop. now i'm feeling drowsy and ready to go to sleep. three cigarettes left. they kill me slowly but keep me alive quickly. its a trade off. played cat power's cover of hank williams 'i cant help it (if i'm still in love with you) cover for most of the day. i guess it was a good thing. but who knows these days. ok, i need sleep. cheers. "when i look into the sky, i know i'll love you till i die" -kelly ryan mcguire ----------------------------------------------------------------------- . This message was brought to you by the Sinister mailing list. . To send to the list please mail "sinister@majordomo.net". . For subscribing, unsubscribing and other list information please see . http://www.majordomo.net/sinister . For questions about how the list works mail owner-sinister@majordomo.net . Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa -----------------------------------------------------------------------