To whom: Once again the darkness has fallen upon my humble abode. My front door undulates under the force of winter winds, and my thoughts sway from realistic to idealistic in the night's wake. Is this mind of mine alone in the shallowness of this deep blue mood? Is my mood the same hue as any of you? The wait: The slightest sound, the softest sigh, or the wink of an eye could stall our demise; however, these very same things might just prolong our goodbyes, but the inevitable is nigh ... the inevitable is nigh. The who: We stand on our tectonic plates, and we squirm and shake, and we point our fingers here and there-- this way and that. Who is the accuser? Who is the accused? Are we the users, or are we the abused? If nothing else we are entirely irreverent, as the world has enveloped us with its tiresome indifference. The the: The elitist. The fascist. The racist. The aristocrat. The capitalist. The authority. The government. The monarchy. The dynasty. The Bigot. The people. The waste: A vast abundance of the natural resource that is the human being. A resource so flagrantly squandered and at the same time ignored. A power so mighty as to bring about its own destruction. A confused mass of wasted energy and matter. A plan without cause. A cause without direction. A pointless endeavor to make sense. A circle of life, and a cycle of death. The want: If only we were all children. The wave: There is something that flows beneath your foggy dreams like the pristine refraction of sunbeams in a clean stream. The intensity of restlessness dissipates and settles at the bottom of nothing as if it were nothing before. A calm only the ocean knows can be ours for sure. Casual contentness. What is truly profound will most definitely resound, somehow. Until then, friend, around the bend i'll send you an occasional glance, a mere wave enhanced with love attached, and a smile to match. -not to be continued- imaginary elixirs to the lot of you, jeremy p.s.: in case you're wondering, i probably didn't mean to make any sense. i'm just a bored insomniac. __________________________________________________ Get personalized email addresses from Yahoo! Mail - only $35 a year! http://personal.mail.yahoo.com/ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+