Hello lovelies, Does everyone seem to be really sad and lonenly recently or is it just me? It kinda scares me one minute everyone was happy and then suddenly they just all got sad and lonely.I think theres some sort of sad virus going around or as Dimitra said maybe it's just the weather making people want love more tangible, i know it makes me feel that way. All my nice non-sinister friends are all sad and my bestest friend in the whole world is really dejected because he has women trouble and i can't help him because i'm really sad too and have women trouble so i just hand him my big bottle of vodka and then put on Belle and Sebastian or the smiths and that makes it okay for a little while until bedtime, where i just lie and think about the futility of it all and i can't sleep unless i play really soothing music. Im sad partly because im lonely but a big part is because i've realised that people refuse to accept me for who i am, i think my friends are too normal, maybe, but that sounds really horrible.I had a massive argument with my friend-girl because i wear my emotions on my sleeve and i tried to explain to her that i didn't know how to live differently and i didn't want to but she couldn't accept that someone would want to be totally honest in showing their emotions. Allegedly living according to your heart rather than your head makes you weak and she believes that everyone should just hide all their feelings,i can't understand that at all. I sometimes think it might be grate to be normal and shallow because then i could be content and could get all excited about special offers on lager at the local superstore and about a new pub opening or even just a party and i would never be sad or lonely because i wouldn't even know what those feelings were. When im sad i sometimes think that creativity, intelligence and individuality are curses and i know that's wrong but normal people always seem to be so happy,it's frightening. Im sorry i wasn't funny, i think thats two in a row now. :) Hot Choccy and Kuhluas, Danny xxxxx _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+