i was leaning out my window last night having a cigarette (the perils of living at home, being twenty and still pretending you don't smoke) staring at the stars, and listening to stuart hummm out Rhoda. it was quite calming as school hasn't allowed for moments like that lately. a cricket even starting chirping and it felt like a blasted summer night. i got a cd back this weekend that i hadn't listened to in ages. music's great cause it comes with memories. maybe that's why new music is fun, it's waiting for it's appropriate life experience to be attached. kinda like different smells...ahhhh....that's the one that was playing in the cab that night we thought it would be funny to take off our.....erm....well, something like that anyhow... i'm terribly stuffed up today. it's making eating quite difficult, cause i have to stop to breath. looks a bit daft actually, like i'm inhaling too quickly (which i have been known to do) and need to slow down or something. ohhh, someone mentioned meeting a Sebastian a little while ago. my first crush in high school was on my science teacher, Mr. Sebastian. he was an adorable short little guy. he used to come to class and complain about how unsuccessful his dates were. he tended to frequent the Science Center with them, and run around like a little kid showing them all the cool stuff. they (the 'dates') didn't seem to appreciate it as much as me. he also gave out pocket periodic tables on halloween. it was all extremely endearing to a ninth grader. i better bundle up and get to class. i'm all sudoriferous (new word of the week, sounds better than what it actually means), probably means i'm getting the flu. a quick hello to all t.o.ers who made it to the 'meet' on saturday. see you all next week. and to jason, i'm not the one who put in all the time to plan SfC, that's Laura, i don't want to steal any of the rewards for her hard work. byefornow, luv deb xx ps...is it really silly to actually be considering flying over to england just to go to ATP? that would go down in my books as the most expensive weekend venture ever...! always dreaming... ______________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free Email at http://www.hotmail.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+