here we go again. i could be bored but i'm not. too busy worrying. over this and that, anything and everything. it isn't really like me to worry, but - i'm nineteen, live in stockholm which actually is quite a nice place to live in. i've got two great jobs that pay very well and i'm gifted with a fantastic taste in music. also, i'm rather short, looking kind of troll-ish..and i've got this irish friend in london who thinks i'm gorgeous, and i think he's gorgeous too. it's just too good to be true. yes. i'm leaving for london in less than a week and i still havn't heard from my friend and what if he's fallen off his motorbike or been kicked to death by a gang in a dark alley somwhere, or..well. what if he's just not considering me gorgeous anymore? then what am i supposed to do? i'll probably never hear from him again, and i'll end up in london with nowhere to stay, noone to cuddle. yesterday they were playing "the state i'm in" in h&m. h&m is the most mainstream clothing store you can find here..now i don't know if i'm supposed to be worried or happy. my favourite b&s song at the moment should be "is it wicked." not so much because of the song, as of the solo in the middle of it. beautiful. always makes me feel like jumping up and dowm. it is november. dark and grey. i'm dreaming about may, about june. about walking up and down the paralia in naxos town, about diving from the rocks at mikri viglia. ever been there? it's paradise on earth, i tell you. that's it. thanks for listening. i'd love it if you'd send me how-to-live-my-life-advice..or perhaps suggestions of great music in times of confusion. or invitations to stay in london? ; ) *rum-tum-tiddle-um-tum* ( as in winnie the pooh, yes..an absolute favourite of mine) /ellen +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+