Hi hi, Well, the weekend has calmed me down a bit since last weeks major panic thing. This weekend, me and my boyfriend are off to see Grandaddy at Southampton, that is, if he has got the tickets through the post yet. A few Grandaddy things for anyone who is interested: 1. GMTV have started using Crystal Lake as a sort of background thing for their adverts. 2. They are going to be on Channel 5 on Sunday. 3. I like them. I am bursting to ask you all a question, about something on the telly yesterday, but I feel that it would make me look even sadder than, well, sad. So try and guess what my question is, and I'll quietly admit to you if you are right. So, Valentines nearly upon us, so whats going on with the popularity contest that is the Crush vote thingy? Is it still going? Does anyone still care, and hope that from across the crowded room, someone who is slightly good looking will notice them, and vote? I've been out buying all my valentines pressies already. I felt dead chuffed, but I was a little bit disturbed when I thought of my overdraft. So I decided not to think about the overdaft and concerntrate on the smoochiness of Valentines. I would have found Mark Waudby's post funny, if he hadn't actually told me first. So it sort of had the same effect as watching the same Simpsons episode twice. In a row. And if he had found my ideas funny as well, rather than just, looking at me, and telling me they were crap. SO I'M NOT PLAYING. *sulks mildly* This idea of giving up fags is really not a good idea. It makes me so much more irritable. Oooh, jeez, I really need a nicotine thing. Its a horrid feeling, trying to quit. Even the chewing gum I got doesn't do the trick really. I just munch it with frustrated angriness. I'm trying to do it to: 1. Save money 2. Taste sweeter than an ashtray 3. Save my health 4. cos I'm paranoid now I am in my early twenties, that wrinkles and fine lines are going to be appearing as quickly as spots did in my adolecence. Oh, and also grey bags under my eyes. 5. I don't want to look like my aunt. I tried to give up on Friday, and that lasted all of three hours. Oooh! Must resist, must resist.. ach, sod it, I'm off down the paper shop for some cigs. Love, The withdrawn idleberry ===== http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/corduroysmoke we're all smoking our corduroys in our secret little b+s club- what are you doing?? __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Yahoo! Auctions - Buy the things you want at great prices. http://auctions.yahoo.com/ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+