hellllooooo! and a great big yawn from me (hmm how I do not love auto formatting- is it so wrong to want to stay in lower case?) ^Ö but aaanyway ^Ö a yawn cause I have just woken up ^Ö it^Òs gone six, but I had such an astonishingly terrible ^Ö no, bloody stupid ^Ö day, that I had to go to bed on it and try again^Å. so far so good^Å the sad thing is, is that I had the most *wonderful* day yesterday at the picanic ^Ö truly it made me smile all the way home till my head hit the pillow^Å and I just want to say thanks, so so much to all of you for being special and quite amazing and ummmmmmm^Å yeah^Å keep having little pockets of nice memories of things said / done ^Ö elenita, a while back as I recall, said ^Ñthat^Òll be a nice picnic :)^Ò and she was right. however, I shall leave a big detailed account to dabber hands than mine, and briefly say boo hoo to my horrid day. and to miss pixiedust who seems to^Òve hadthe wind taken out of her wings by foul bank things. they can be utter bastards, it^Òs true ^Ö my worst student overdaraft type swrangles tend to be of the ^Ñover overdraft limit, so haha what a clever idea ^Ö we^Òll fine you and take you even further over! And then fine you again!^Òetc, whilst rubbing hands together gleefully of course. It^Òs horrid, poor you. My rubbish thing then ^Öwoke up bravely fighting hangover ^Ö all trains cancelled at lee (borough of a thousand enchantements) station ^Ömissed train at leweisham by one min, and watched it speed away ^Ö finally got to work, and door locked, no security guard to let me in^Å afer 20 mins he arrives,but says as I have no id, he can^Òt let me up ^Ö even tho same guard let me in last Sunday^Å hmmm.. ^Ö was v upset and hadproper barney with guard, him refusign to let me up, all ridiculous really. And in the end I had to just go hoem, back the way I came. wanted to cry and v frustrated. I tried, I really tried to make day better ^Ö went to nat. portrait gallery on way back, ^Ñcause I keep meaning to, and I wanted to get liz taylor postacards for various peeps ^Ö really quite enjoyed bp exhibition, nice picture of a girl sleeping (I voted it as my fave) ^Ö but some one trod on me precisely where my favorite red shoes had gven me a blister yesterday ^Ö and she said sorry, and I wanted to say oh that^Òs okay, don^Òt worry, but it really hurt, and all I managed was a feeble owww^Å and went to get liz card, and they only had multipacks, so had to abandon shop. I shouldve bought a rubber or a pencil sharpener perhaps.oh dear, I^Òve just had a look a t this and I suspevt the bozard person wil have a field day. nevermind. so anyway. *and* my ^Ñputer^Òs broken at honme, so I^Òm at my dad^Òs now, and my little brother (who is *beautiful* and looks like that harry potter) is waiting to play ^Ñriven^Ò. I might join him. Actually last time I played his game, I couldn^Òt even get the plane to take off properly and crashed. I doubt riven will be much more successful. anyway. but you are all really *quite* the loveliest and and and ^Ö little squeezes to you all and posies of flowers and stuff... xs ________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+