Hullos! Firstly, I've suddenly been prompted to finally speak. It's been a while since I've posted something on this list. I've been quiet for far too long I suppose. But anyhow, I just wanted to inform Big Stu that he is not alone in not having even someone to have a mini-crush on. Sadly either do I. I work at a grocery store and am finding myself oddly attracted to some of the stock boys, who under normal circumstances I would not give a second look to if they were walking down the street. Not that they aren't attractive in their own respective ways, I just suppose that they aren't really my cup of tea, that's all. And it's not that I have a crush on them, because I know what crushes are like and what they feel like; when you think about the person you like, you feel as if you're heart's in your throat or you're on a rollercoaster that's speeding down a hill. It's a feeling of excitement that I can't really describe at this point since I've been locked in this Toronto suburb of mine for far too long. So sadly I've not been getting out much. But I don't have crushes on my fellow employees, I just find myself attracted to them out of boredom. I guess I could say that this is perhaps the worst summer to date. Last summer was incredible: I thought I was in love and everything was like a beautiful movie. This summer I feel like nothing is getting done -- except maybe work. I'm losing all most of my friends to the evil arms of Montreal in September, and I'm off to University trying to hack it alone. I've spent a Summer Wasting I suppose. I should be living it up, but here I am stuck at home with nothing to do cos all my friends have to work early in the morning. Blah. Still, without a doubt, I'll probably be able to remember this summer all thanks to Tigermilk, which I suppose is a good thing. It's a bit of a tradition; I always grant myself a summer song ( though it usually grants itself) each and every summer. The summer of grade six is thankfully chained to the melody of the Cure's "Friday I'm in Love" and not Right Said Fred. I know for sure that Tigermilk will forever remind me of this past summer of security -- my last as I see it. By September my whole world will be thrown into tumult: a new school, new friends, a new place. Hopefully B&S will come up with something new for my transition period this September. Take Care everyone. Hugs and Ladybugs, Cindy p.s. I went to the Looper show the other night, but sadly I couldn't see a thing. But I enjoyed the videos very much. And I agree, wee karn isn't incredibly wee. But I suppose she's short compared to most of the people in the band and that's why she's got the name. Correct me if I'm wrong, but she looked like she was about 5 feet tall. I guess that constitutes "wee" status. Unfortunately I missed the cameraman getting accosted by Karn. Darn. +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "jelly-filled danishes" +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+