so i'm on my lunch break, and i'm sitting here. i just got done with my curry puffs, and i'm now cracking open my fortune cookie.....and it says........hold on.....ok, it says "your plans will be rewarding." hmmmmmm....... we shall see. :) anyway, not much going on. my boss got fired yesterday, under very suspicious circumstances. so this means that i will now have to go through the pure hell of getting to know a new boss. it takes awhile to really feel out a boss, and a good one is rare. and when it comes to work, i dont like my routine disturbed. go in at 8am, check my email, writes some emails, do a bit of work, eat lunch and do more mailing, do a bit more work and then leave and go enjoy the real life. but now, i've got to be on guard cause anyone could just pop their head in my cubicle at any moment and say "hey caleb, do you think we could take your computer and put it in the training room, cause they need another one in there and you dont really need it anyway, ok, thanks a bunch, b-bye." my company is doing alot of "restructuring". i dont like being restructured, unless its on an emotional level, which i think is going on constantly with everyone. so......yeah. i've met someone. from the list, no less! and she's so sweetly pretty and friendly. i can't wait to get to know her better. she lives very far away.............but that's ok. cause the same sun warms us both, and the same moon sings us to both to sleep & dreams. i used to listen to the smiths "i know it's over" and just lay on my bed and cry. but now it's the smiths "ask" and i'm all smiles and laughs and staring at the sun and listening to your own heartbeat imagining...... it's so nice to know that someone out there is thinking about you, smiling to themselves and writing down their heartbeats to send to you. it's getting very cold here, and its beginning to snow. but inside i'm so warm! and i hope that all of you are also. love and every beautiful thing in the world................raw aka caleb ben ===== And when I'm lying in my bed I think about life and I think about death and neither one particularly appeals to me and if the day came when I felt a natural emotion I'd get such a shock I'd probably lie in the middle of the street and die I'd lie down and die ------morrissey __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Make a great connection at Yahoo! Personals. http://personals.yahoo.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+