i was on my way to college as usual yesterday. It was cold and i was avoiding the usual hubub of angry people and crossing the many roads i have to cross to get to my destination. I came to a wide road and i looked left, looked right and saw that everything was clear so i crossed. Just as i came near the to the curb this idoit screeched right up to my legs. In the space of about a second i was leaning on the boot of his car. God only knows how he managed to break so quickly but if he was any slower i would have gone hurtling in the air. I turned round and all i could manage to do was loosly wave my wooly mittened hand at him and shout " you fucking idiot, you fucking idiot". He shrugged his shoulders a bit and screeched off again. I carried on walking and realised my patheticness, then fantasised about smashing his window and grabbing his grubby neck and shaking him up. Then i cried a bit coz i was wearing stupid mittens and a duffle coat which is hardly likely to scare a three year old let alone a boy racer. On the way back from college (now carrying 4 big sketch books and an A1 folder) i watched the behaviour of the people at my bus stop. Most people had adopted the same vacant stare like they had all been zapped with the same kind of electric prod, i looked in my reflection and saw that same stare on my own face. My bus came and i got shoved about, recieving the odd "TUT" for having a very inconvienient sized folder with me. I then fantasised that all the people on the bus ( bar me and the bus driver) got rounded up on a big ferry where they would be transported to a large island far far away, i dreamt of waving them all goodbye and laughing to myself. Today i went to college again. I bought two cups of tea from the bar and was served by a sweet fair haired chap with soft skin and a friendly smile. I then fantasised about moving to Edinborough and eating tangerines by the fire. fanasies, it's a dangerous way to have fun hannah b _________________________________________________________________ STOP MORE SPAM with the new MSN 8 and get 2 months FREE* http://join.msn.com/?page=features/junkmail +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+