Its almost the end of the semester. I'm terrible weighed down with papers and projects. But I'm not stressed out. I was sitting at my desk, listening to a little B&S. Like an academic angel, Stuarts voice sang to me, "put down your pen, leave your worried behind, then the moment will come, and the memory will shine." SO I threw down my books, grabbed my discman, and went for a walk...its was either that or a valium pill :). I ended up at an old mansion, that overlooks the hudson river. I just sat on the hill, with Sigur Ros playing, smoking a pink cigarette (I always color cordinate my smokes with my clothes), and I realized that I am happy. It wasn't just a fleeting moment, or induced by my fairytale. It was long term, haven't felt the bad burning in the chest, pit of the stomach feeling in longer than I can remember happiness. So I cried (it wasn't the usually cry that I have EVERY time I listen to Sigur) about being happy, and all the time I spent sad. And because I know that I will always either be in a time or happy or sad, and I don't mind. Because I like the rollercoster. So, I came home and wrote my parent (with a pink pen) to tell them that the semester is going well. And I wrote you (for my first time, thanks for being so nice) to tell you that I think that Sleep the Clock Around is a really smart song. *Martha* ----- End forwarded message ----- +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the undead Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "peculiarly deranged fanbase" "frighteningly named +-+ +-+ Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+