it's a quarter to three in the afternoon. i'm in my pajamas, staring at the computer screen, wishing it was a person. which it isn't. and if it was, i'd probably be irritated. to everyone talking about nothing to do: i live in a sub rural not-quite suburban town in illinois. i live with my parents for the summer. i have a 15 year old sister who hates me with an increased passion each day. i have no pets. i have few friends in town, which i see seldom. i work at a restaurant with angry women who treat me like their own personal b*tch, filling their drinks when i have my own work to do. the only bands that play in town are middle-aged cover bands of music i never cared for. the word culture refers only to the stuff that makes yoghurt grow, and the only thing i do for fun is walk. and you can only walk for so many hours a day before you go crazy. there is very honestly nothing to do. everything closes at 10pm. except the bars. and i'm 20. my boyfriend lives an hour and a half away in a town of 150. they own 3/4 of the computers in their town. there is less to do where he lives. i am very very sad and very angry with summer. i hate it. i am bored. i am lonely. and mom says i need to clean my room. oh life, shannon jean _________________________________________________________________ Chat with friends online, try MSN Messenger: http://messenger.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+