Hello sini-bunch. I recall having dreams all night. About frolicking at my computer. It made me a bit sad that these were not dreams of happy times wiff old Friends, of a trip to the market, or the odd walk through a lovely meadow Or something sweet like that. Instead, I get me. Sitting there. Giggling like a doofus and laughing and muttering With you lot. there's more, but that was the bulk of it. I don't remember dreams like I used to. As a child I quite often lived for dreams. Even the scary ones, 'cuz the feelings they brought out were So new. The feeling of falling. Waking up crying 'cuz someone in yr Black and white dream let you down. Seeing your brother absent-mindedly Walk over a pane of glass, and dreaming about that for the next 5 nights. Imagining a whole jungle of wild animals playing on your wall while yr half-asleep, Only to wake up after shooting them all down in a dream. (I had to, my dad wouldn't do it!) So, this dream last night. I'm listening to tigermilk?. "You're just an amy, amy girl So kiss me on the cheek and then go off to sleep?" I dream about a questionnaire I filled out for a friend the other day. On my list of hates were comments about "self-involvement". So, my self-involved self is currently dreaming about myself detesting My own self-involvement. Nice. my self-involved fingers are filling out questionnaires for others, as i've yet to compile yours. nice. "I could be an ordinary person chasing honey from town to town?" I also dreamt about something else that really happened at the computer. Please forgive, was it you, tulip? Anyway, someone exclaimed on #sinister that they were/wanted to write Honey an ode or poem. And I'll be damned if I wasn't sitting in a hot bubbly tub O' water, shaving my legs, and making up little honey inspired poems in my Head just an hour before that. I know this dream was trying to help me to recall them, Because they were fabulous. Anyway, I love honey, and it's manifested into my self-involved Dreams. this may not sound as pretty as a poem, but i think honey should know that honey is thought of whilst doing glammy girly things :) (even if honey doesn't read this for another month or so) "take a step to the discoteque..." i actually got out of the house saturday night. so, i dreamt about that last night as well. brought back to my head were images of the 4'6" wee man trying to breakdance alongside my friend rhonda and i all night. the caterpillar is not sexy when you smell like mad dog and body odor. it's also not sexy when you can't do it and trample over people's feet. and in my head flashed many times the tongue ring of my new friend, rossetta. she can knock a booty out! but her laughter is so big and often, that that tongue piece just takes over. rosetta can breakdance. and with sexiness. so, my dream let her :) and if you've been keeping up with amy, you'll recognize the name christina. christina in my dream didn't look half as beautiful as she did saturday night. never before had i seen her in *gasp* lilac. swoon city. i wish i could look that devastating in anything, let alone the simple hue of violet. "do something pretty while you can...." so, i'm the usual hostess of the after-bar party. it was lovely since there was no one "cruising" or anything. no pulling and what-not. my dream focused on the moment when christian, rhonda, and the rest of the girls piled up on my bed while my brother nick and our friend david sat in front of us. there was just a lot of nice cuddle energy remembering. we had good heart to hearts. these are important. for one of our girls, it was her first real night out in literal years, having just come out of a very difficult relationship. she made me very glad to be single actually, and i embraced myself for it in my dream. "maybe my baby brother too, yeah...." i love my brothers. i sing that to them often. just thought i'd share that. it has bugger all to do wiff my dreams. One wordish sini-wishes: Ken ? sex Honey - time Paisley ? adatewithme Danny ? hope Fruitloop ? more! 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