Whoah, Sinister, I just had the most ridiculously stressful chatroom experience, and the only way I'm going to manage to deal with it is to come over here to you wonderful twee bopsters and de-lurk myself at you. Which will make me appear classically neurotic. Not exactly what one expects to do when making a first post. Humph. So, the story's this. I'm kind of accidentally having a love affair thingy with a girl in Ukraine. Now, with me living in Brighton, this might seem a bad idea. When you consider the appalling standard of my Russian, and the not-that-much better standard of her English, it's just a comic idea, although by no means my worst ever. Notwithstanding that, email's going fine, and then there's this spectre... let's use a chatroom. Well, OK, fine, but that's not something I do a whole hell of a lot of... and of course, I've just spent the evening, trying to be all romantic and exploring the relationship, and every third sentence was going out to a bunch of decidedly unsympathetic dutch creeps. (Stupid design with a "privacy" button you had to keep pressing.) Shit shit shit, I think I turned into a complete wreck and said even less than usual in these situations, feeling decidely non-intimate. Romance just wrecks me. I think I'm actually not bad at dealing with people. Just anything that might actually get really personal or about me... then it's brain = jelly time. Right. Character assasinated quite enough. Ask me about saving the world, I'm good at that. :) K Oh yeah... B&S content... er, luv 'em. Hey, I'm from Edinburgh so the accents make me feel sort of at home. Aye. Went on my first ever demo (an anti-vivisection march with my mum in the 80s) at the park with the amphitheatre in Glasgow that appears in the vid for Century of fakers... Howzat for obscure? Oh, yeah, and... can anyone direct me to my local church of Ken Chu? +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+