sinister im so frustrated right now i just had to write-- im always feeling inferior, the little person, you know...compared to someone in particular..okay ill say it...my sister. its just shes 3 yrs older and favored. ive been tagged the immature ungreatful spoiled brat and my sister the smart kind gentle one. my parents think im vain and they think she's unaffected. arrrggg!! i only act the way i do for attention. its all i really fudging want and now for some reason im writing all of this to people i dont know and i feel like such a fool. im sorry. its just the way ive always felt and today some things happened that made all these feelings come undone and i want to rip my hair out and yell! im sorry for complaining and whining and being a baby. i guess i really am living up to everybody's very low expectations. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+