Hi Sinister, yes i *am* feeling sinister indeed today. I do not really know why. Maybe because I am at my dad´s and I want to be at my mum´s. Maybe because my stomach hurts. Maybe because I am so sick and tired of all my friends and all the boys and everyone else in my town who´s just.. too much at the moment. I do not know. On monday school ends at 12:15 for me, as every monday. Yes. But. This. Won´t. Be. Like. Any. Other. Monday. On this monday, I will take the bus to Stockholm, then the subway to "Medborgarplatsen", then I will walk to my favourite record shop Pet Sounds, and then, I will buy I´m waking up to us. Since B&S aren´t doing any concerts I can go to and my friends don´t care about B&S: this is a grate moment for me. It really is, sorry if I sound too pathetic. I am glad that I haven´t heard any of the tracks yet, that kind of ruin the whole thing if you´re asking me (maybe you don´t, but since you can´t say that whilst I´m writing this, I´ll write it anyway). Ah, I am dead excited. It´s like the one thing that brightens it all at this point in my life. It just feels like it will give me the kind of rescue from this world that I need. Because that´s how it works for me. When I listen to B&S in my discman or freestyle, everything gets nice again, and Stuart avec copains sing me to calmness when I´m excited, makes me happy when I´m feeling rather down, and just makes everything better for me. Oops, going a bit twee there. But B&S are like the older wiser friend that I always wanted. Then I discovered sinister and found out there was about 1499 older wiser friends to be found ;) No, honestly, I do appreciate all the posts, they put a big smile on my face even when I just want to sing the saddest songs. Tons of love and cuddles to you all, Astrid x P.S My bandsite: http://brightenyeah.cjb.net My B&S-site: www.angelfire.com/darling/poetry _________________________________________s_p_r_a_y_ Här börjar Internet! Skaffa gratis e-mail och gratis Internet på http://www.spray.se Ny chatt på Spray! Fartyget M/S Spray har anlänt till http://www.spray.se/ohoj +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+