dearest sinister today i am feeling grown-up. yes, Grown-Up. i'm wearing my nice black skirt and a hoody (desperately trying to look half decent but failing miserably), i'm off work and tonight The Boyfriend and myself are going to look at a flat. yes, a place of our own where we can live and stuff. it's all a bit scary but kinda nice too. i'm going to see ash at t in the park this weekend too which is soooooo good i think i'll probably wet myself before it. or puke. or maybe both. i want to have a picnic like john's. i have a little pink bear called Suzy that i got when i was 2 days old. she has a key in her back and when you wind her up she plays a beautiful song still, and it makes me fall asleep. then i have my bear that a friend got me from harrods, only he lives in (the People's Republic Of) Gairloch and keeps my other teddys in order. then there's paul's bear bungle that i bought for him. he is bungle from rainbow and him and suzy are special friends. they tell eachother secrets and giggle about me and paul, i can tell. but suzy has been everywhere with me, on school trips, holidays, visits to my grans, university and she'll come with us to our nice new flat. i think will's idea for a beach picnic is fab. i'll be there most definitely, trying to stop sand getting in my shoes and my sandwiches. i might even go for a paddle in the sea, if it is nice enough. i've spent the whole of this year feeling all unsettled with one thing and another, uni and stuff but now it feels like finally everything is going well and clicking into place. i have a job, i live in a beautiful city, i have lovely friends and an even lovelier boyfriend who i adore and all is good. i am a happy girl. ken----> your tales of your craig david inspired bedroom gymnastics are TOO MUCH!! i came over all of a fluster when i read your post... john---->say hello to chrisi for me ;) we miss you!! hugs for you all, amy xxxxx "boutros boutros ghali, pepto bismol orgasmo gismo" Channel 9 News, the Fast Show _________________________________________________________________________ Get Your Private, Free E-mail from MSN Hotmail at http://www.hotmail.com. +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+