i am irrelevant as usual...brook babbling in my own haven, so mind me not...: sex tape turned out rather disappointing...sexy but not likeable... but i suppose sex is sexy and not likeable in one way or another...and that's coming from sex-crazed me...a turning point?...(i love how i drag sinister thru the mud and into my personal revelations and revisitations. sinister doesn't care a damn. and why should you, you beautiful people?...but i suppose its the same as those of us who share the joys of hippie girls with pink hair who make them happy and the like...) and on the A# note of happiness...i do believe its struck me with the strengh and shock of a terrible minor chord...and its not falling in love...its realizing i loved everything in the first place...and now i sound like a happy hair-ed hippie girl (no offense to who ever posted about her. good luck to you and she has been beautiful enough to make it into the post of a girl who's never even met her...damn her fascinating.) but it will pass soon and quick as it came...and i quote (in the hokiest of ways) connor oberst of our beloved bright eyes (jessica: shhhhiittt!) in saying that "joy: it tends to hold you with the fear that it eventually departs"...(oh buildings break in the bad plaster of paris scenery) and that's it. i leave you dry. no content. no nothing. just...no. no just. just nothing. -lisadomlisa sign says: out to lunch in personal haven. _________________________________________________________________ Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+