On a pale blue morning, I went up to the country park and hung around till after dark. I could see the mountains on the other side of the river from here disappear from sight because the snow was falling. There's nobody else around,no one knows me but in a town so small there's no escape from view… I want a drink of whisky, that makes a lonely one less cold, so I go up the town and feel the city air rush past my body. I missed the bus and when you're on your own, it's a long walk home I've got my mobile phone, and end up calling my girl: - Are you coming or are you not? We can kiss and whatever you want - I'm sorry, but I've got some things to do, I won't be coming - How are you feeling? Are you ok now? where did you go wrong? - I've been feeling down,I'll admit, but it's not so bad, I'll be fine -I was confounded by you on that sunny day. Please tell someone all the truth before it kills you, you never show it,its like getting blood out of a stone, you smile even though you feel like crying. - It may be bolder this time, but it doesn't matter what I'm thinking, I am stupid and blind and I could only make you cry telling the truth. - Could we please be objective? Yeah you're worth the trouble and you're worth the pain, don’t hang your head in shame… when I was young you were the only fun in town, My darling, we always have a laugh, you used to make me smile when I was down, you were there in the beginning… With a star upon your shoulder lighting up a path that you walk. -you put me to shame now. I've seen a pattern emerge, You're always looking for a sign, and you love like nobody around you, but you know, we don't stand a chance. -It's time to take a holiday, Wouldn't you like to get away? It's bound to be less boring than looking at the working week. Maybe things will look better there. If you want me I'll be there… - I'm lucky,everything will be fine, me and you for evermore I shut my eyes, It's getting cold, I'll catch the bus across the city and watch the colours change into green and gold Sorry for that nonsense! Take Care Rachel _________________________________________________________________ Send and receive Hotmail on your mobile device: http://mobile.msn.com +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail sinister@missprint.org. To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to majordomo@missprint.org. WWW: http://www.missprint.org/sinister +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "peculiarly deranged fanbase" +-+ +-+ "pasty-faced vegan geeks... and we LOST!" - NME April 2000 +-+ +-+ "frighteningly named Sinister List organisation" - NME May 2000 +-+ +-+ "sick posse of f**ked in the head psycho-fans" - NME June 2001 +-+ +-+ Nee, nee mun pish, chan pai dee kwa +-+ +-+ Snipp snapp snut, sa var sagan slut! +-+ +-------------------------------------------------------------------------+