when i have woken up before the sun rises following a night without much sleep and coffee and cigarettes are starting to feel like a poisen building in my blood my blood my blood the sounds in my house are unsettling my roommate my best friend coughing all night her throat still burning from the teargas her body covered in bruises she is just a peaceful person who cries at belle and sebastian songs too and her voice is different because men with guns took it away from her she hurts it was a revolution and i move through my day merging in and out of the people who tell me these papers are imporatnt my schedule my degree my career and it is all starting to lose it's meaning with her coughing her stories her wounds what is what is important and where am i going to falling falling love it scares the shit out of me it is too fast even for me and it's a big fucking ocean and i can only swim so much until my limbs ache from the pressure a philly b&s meetup later this week is likely to bring some calm at the very least sweet faces and sweet words and slow songs listen listen listen you can put your ear to the ground and hear what is coming beneath the feet of the people moving through their designs their day their mazes beneath the cycles the pulse the machines beneath her coughing and my dissolution beneath his sad goodbyes beneath the airplane put your ear to the ground and tell me what you hear deep deep deep love danielle p.s. for the girl who mentioned baxendale -- hmmm what good fun, check out "american friend" and laugh. p.p.s. for those who mentioned the WTO. it is an issuei have been working on and writing about for almost a year now. and yes, we knew what was coming. email me if you want to know more. i will gladly share all i know. Whaat!!! Have you tried The Doghouse??! Get your FREE WEB-BASED EMAIL account at: http://doghousemail.lycos.com +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+