i'm drunk and it's all lucas' fault, cause he was tending bar. lucas is in new york now, yeah! like, five people were supposed to come from the uk to visit this october and did any of them actually show up? nooooooo. they're all losers. how many times have americans gone to the uk versus people actually coming to the us? i rest my case. and it's not like new york is boring. i mean, i'm here. case closed. whatever. so i've never actually *read* trousercuts, though i did write for the first issue. but it never got to me. bastards. i'm pouting right now. you can't see, but i am, and it looks very mean. so i'm listening to the stars album, and it's amazing. did i tell you guys that stars are going to be the next big thing? last week, both stephin merrit and claudia gonson (magnetic fields) and sarah martin (you all know) were there. be still my beating heart. stars were amazing. if i made a band comparison, it would probably be new order. they're on le grand magestery, but they sound nothing like momus, that's a lazy comparison. remember when i told you all about the magnetic fields? wasn't i right? huh? huh? i'm drunk so i can be conceited. well, when i'm sober i can too, but it's generally a false conceit, to hide my ridiculous need to be loved and appreciated, not falsely, but in a real, honest sense. i wonder if anyone makes sense when they're drunk? i've more or less given up making sense when i'm sober anyway, so it's not like it matters. i have an internship on the webpage for seventeen magazine. none of the things i say about britney spears get past my editors at my current job, so i doubt it will wokr better there, but whatever. i'm rambling and whatnot. but soon i'll be going home, and that's nice. sometimes i get tired of taking care of myself and others. but who else will take care of me when i need it? xox megan mkl206@is8.nyu.edu are we not men? we are magnetic fields. http://www.dissemination.com/megan/magneticfields/ updated 8/5/99 +----------------------------------------------------------------------+ +---+ Brought to you by the reborn Sinister mailing list +---+ To send to the list mail "sinister@majordomo.net". To unsubscribe send "unsubscribe sinister" or "unsubscribe sinister-digest" to "majordomo@majordomo.net". WWW: http://www.majordomo.net/sinister +-+ "legion of bedroom saddo devotees" "tech-heads and students" +-+ +-+ "the cardie wearing biscuit nibbling belle & sebastian list" +-+ +-+ "sinsietr is a bit freaky" - stuart david, looper +-+ +----------------------------------------------------------------------+