Sinister:sad song(we have no easter but goldenweek!)

[Ayacolor]

Well,I was thinking about "the song makes me cry"
It's not a sad song. I cried when I saw my Brother's wedding. Because of
beauty and joy !  Not sad. 
The song I listed up in my mind were 
Twiggy - When I think of you
Pizzicato Five - tokyo-paris/ma vie,I'ete de vie
Doris - you made a fool of me
B&S - get me away from here I'm dying
Denki Groove - niji
Ben Lee - grammercy park hotel
Let's cut last 2 songs because this song were "too beautiful" kind of
selection.
Sorry but that's it.
I cried A LOT in these songs. When I'm listening these, I think of my blody X-
whoever or my crazy hopeless life. Or my boy friendS I miss.(isn't this matter
goes to "too beautiful" thnigy?)
The word is relate to my life as
"My favorite record end so fast every time." pizzicato5
Everything have end, makes me cry. I know but that.

I live happy life nothing is changing absolute.
As usual,I'm highly optimisic.
"My car crushed in LA" - none of us harts = good, good experiments!
"I can't take language class10 weeks in Washington States because of visa
stuff" - I don't need to live boring days in boreing village such a long time.
= good! (if it was LA, not good) And I still can go to see Brian Jonestown.

So~ next is HAPPY SONG?

Did I made you sad?
Oh sorry I'll send you happy song later.
ayaXX
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