Sinister: Love Bus

[Genevieve Wesley]

dear sweets ones,

i'm sorry evan dando,again..what i meant with the kate moss thing is 
that you always see evan dando at the hip cool shows,sitting on the 
floor smoking a cigarette,and i can see kate moss doing that too..going 
'well i really like how they don't do interviews,i like that'

Belle And Sebastian will have to dance in a line to become popular in 
the US? well....dancing in a line isn't such a bad thing,they could be 
quite cute if they did it motown style...but see i say 'dancing in a 
line' not LINE DANCING..oh no,i had to do that once as a section for my 
gym class,we was taught the macarena as well....

Philippe,
Philippe Candelero is not gay, he has a wife,a ballerina! (I could've 
been a ballerina,sniff...or a world class footballer!)..and he is not a 
bug...I mean,who do you expect me to figure-skater crush over? Elvis 
Stojko? i much prefer your countries talents!

ohmygoodness...what a lovely story,the Love Bus..that man calling it the 
Love Bus! why aren't there more bus drivers like that? the quebec buses 
always have grouchy men that demand to see your student card to make 
sure you're not cheating them a whole 50 cents! nothing interesting goes 
on these buses..no matter how much i scowl and try and looka like a mean 
person,grannies with too many groceries and men with really big butts so 
that you are forced to practically sit on always sit with you! the only 
interesting thing that happened,was my friend was puking on the city bus 
once,and she makes really funny noises and she cleared the whole bus! 
the good thing she was so drunk,she didn't even get the chance to be 
embarrased and just mumbled 'feccck off's! to people.....my uncles,he's 
an ottawa busdriver and he gets more interesting people...people who 
give him eggs as bus fare! and even those people in raincoats who flash 
you and then dive out the emergency exit!

>Date: Mon, 9 Nov 1998 10:41:16 -0000
>From: Warrander John - FML <WarranderJ at xxx.uk>
>Subject: Sinister: You F*t Bastard
>
>Listees,
>
>Before I vote for my list crush I'd really like to know if there's
>any ex-Carter USM fellows around. Nobody seems to have
>mentioned them in the "rich and famous" section recently so
>I presume not. Shame that, I'd like to vote for Jon "fat" Beast
>as my list crush.
>
>You Fat Bastard
>You Fat Bastard
>You Fat Bastard
>
>Actually, I just wanted to swear a bit. I'd really vote for Fruitbat.
>I loved Carter. Are they still togethor? I really liked the way they
>mentioned bits of London in their records and you could get all
>excited on the night bus back to Greenwich, spotting Carter
>songs and getting all welled up to "GI Blues". I had a t-shirt with
>"Sarf London" written on it too, and the "Beast" came and told
>me "I love that t-shirt", in a toilet on Clapham Common. It was a
>defining moment in my life. I love you Beast, wherever you are.

john is a funny man...and i can't tell if he is being honest or being 
sarcastic! if honest..i have to join in oh Fruitbat is such a doll!
they came to ottawa last summer,and i was in detroit and i couldn't see 
them,so i made a little book for them to sign..and they all did,and salv 
even wrote down his address and phone number...but i don't know what to 
say,i don't know whatever to say! sigh sigh

why you strange people keep thinking dreaming of horses means dreaming 
of sex? it means freedom,baby! I don't have my Zolar's Book Of 
Dreams,but when i get it from my locker..i will check it out...
anyways,from my point of view,Judy does it with a boy...and most 
highschool boys are sleazy little bastards who tell all their friends 
that they scored,so judy feels disgusted with herself..."Why Am I 
Surrounded By Such Morons?" she wonders.."I can't talk about art or 
books with them...when i read a book,i have to pretend and tell them 
it's for english class.."  for now,she is stuck in this dreary world and 
she gives herself to books and learning as her weapon...she can't forget 
about them with her own intelligence and learning and imagination....the 
dreams of horses..horses are beautiful free creatures,much like judy 
wants to be (but she suffers from low-self esteem)...she thinks that 
some of the high school boys are maybe not that bad but...the best 
looking,popular ones are taken,so judy is left with the awful sweaty 
eager ones that don't know anything about her...she's still young,she 
has hormones,mind..and when she does find suitable boys that would be 
fun with...she still finds there's something missing with them,and is 
filled with disappointment and ants in her pants..there's just something 
missing to her whole life it seems,the dreary existence and life of 
school! Boarding the bus day,after day....so that sleep is really the 
only thing that feels good...oh there has never been a truer statement 
with her then 'judy never felt so good except when she was sleeping' she 
falls back into her bed,alone with her thoughts and her chance to dream 
of horses and what will one day be!

love,
Genevieve


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