Sinister: Being alone

[Vanessa R. Siegl]

>>why can't i be happy being alone, and why isn't that okay with 
>>everyone else?  not everyone is meant for someone. 
>What I learned is that if you want to be happy being alone, 
>everybody else will be =perfectly= happy with that decision. Like 
>me, say. Har har. Ouchie.


I have been wondering about that a lot ..  I am a loner most of the 
time cos I am very narrowminded and need to get my own way ..and 
can't amuse myself like everybody else (I don't to)

As I always was like that I got used to hiding in my room with a book 
and some good music ....


Now I do have one good friend but apart from that


Only once in a while though I get lonely ...and wish I could ... find 
people to spend my time with ...


But I can't cos it would be pretty rude ... cos 90 or say 80 percent 
of the time I want to be alone ... and that wouldn't be fair on a 
friend you know



I don't want people to ask me to join in things I hate doing cos I 
don't wanna say no ....

vanxxx
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