Sinister: you shone louder, longer

[Morrissey, Matthew Z]

i was on the sofa hidden deep...
i wanted to nap you see.  she was watching me.  we were once a thing that
some people call a couple others call it dating.  i called it a thing.  but
now we're a different thing called friends.  so i went to visit her at her
quaint little apartment in a metro area.  it would have been a splendid
visit if only i could have shaken the retched cloud of depression from me
those few days.  a nice weekend with coffee and stories would have been
nice.  instead i forced my sentences.  laughed at the wrong times.  i was a
mess.  and now...now! now what do i do? you see i left in such a hurry, i
was afraid of making it worse.  she has other friends with whom she can
spend her time with and have drinks and share funny stories.  aye, but
lonely, diminished me decided to leave in my car.  the ride home was dark
and wintry.  i wished i was still napping.  
if you read this jen, when i think of how to say sorry without saying sorry
i'll write again.  maybe you didn't mind?  i thought the irony of ironies
would be to post this.  

oh and i wear boxers.  
sorry for all the trouble i've caused...

-----Original Message-----
From: Bellequasi at xxx.com]
Sent: Sunday, January 17, 1999 7:12 PM
To: sinister at majordomo.net
Subject: Sinister: i'm just a TAD bored



 hello, i know i never write but oh well i thought i'd change my evil ways.
i
read the messages for all you who might not believe me, i just don't have a
lot to say i guess.  well just to tell you all i'm almost done with my
school
project comparing Tibet and Sweden.  I also got a job which i forgot to
announce to everyone.  i also got magnet in the mail and they have  a top
ten
artists of the year.  i think we all can guess who's included in this list.
there's a cute black and white photo of a very adorable looking stuart.
just
thought i'd tell you all.  now i guess i should find something to do.  oh
yes
i've just developed this terrible cough and i had a fever yesterday.  just
thought i'd tell you all.

kristie and her pembroke welsh corgi reggie
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