Sinister: lower than low

[.gibby.]

    You're dead on there... I have this reoccuring dream about a girl that
im sure i've met before (but not quite) , and it's very vivid... and when i
wake from it i have this feeling in my stomach, this really hardcore loving
feeling that I have NEVER felt with another person.. (well maybe one).. so I
know Im capable of it.  If I met a person that made me feel like that. wow.
(Is this pathetic... im in love with my imagination)
    I like the way you describe getting over someone, realizing they're not
what you had hoped.. the fragmented sleep hahah... i know it too well.  The
first date or get-together with the new person is so good... awkward and
innocent, discovering each other a little bit...  mystery girls and boys are
much better.  a mystery solved is no fun to read. :)  <3gibby.

ps: right now im trying to figure out a way to get out of work.  this is so
frustrating.  i hate calling in, but i just cant bring myself to work
today...

>I have to agree Gibby, although I try to convince myself to be more
>optimistic about the whole affair.  It's pretty evident that almost always
>the thought of someone is better than the actual person because people have
>this insane tendency to endow their "mystery girls/guys" with attributes
that
>they can never really live up to. Eventually it becomes a let down when you
>find out that the girl in your English class really doesn't stay up late at
>night reading E.M Forster, or that in all actuality Dream Guy" has never
>heard of the Wannadies and would probably think they suck if he had.  Its
>sort of a vicious circle in which people set themselves up for failure by
>expecting the most perfect thing in existance where a normal human being
>would do.
>On the other hand though, there is something nice about this whole lopsided
>transaction in that it exists at all.  The fact that people love the idea
of
>romance and affection enough to keep dreaming of people they've never met
>seems to be a very uplifiting turn of events.  Eventually we all find
someone
>who either meets our extremely high demands or we finally learn not to
place
>any, and things work out.  But the fact that in the face of such depression
>and letdowns this world continually belts you upside the head with, people
>still have the internal urge to seek out beauty and perfection is a pretty
>romantic idea in and of itself.  I'll admit it is terribly dissapointing to
>stay up late at night dreaming of finally talking to the beautiful girl/guy
>three rows up in Biology only to find they're much less than what you
>expected, but the next day things don't seem to bad...and then you notice
the
>girl behing the counter at the Donut Shack and its another two weeks of
>fragmented sleep.  Oh well.

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