Sinister: its just your imagination rolling over the past

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my lovely sinister friends.  ive crawled out from under my fingerpainting for 
the night just to share with you all.   it takes much to pull me away from 
fingerpaints... so.   yah.  ill leave it at that.  :)

my foremost reason for posting this night is to make a plea for a glasgow 
meet-up in october.   moving to the states some years ago, i am venturing 
back as i do every year.  unlike most years, though, i will be amongst my 
family for the likeness of a month...  and in the city no less.   so i 
declare a meetup would really make me smile.   

if my aunt still has my goofy purple bike... ill be riding that about the 
town.   i only hope the white basket on the handlebars with silly plastic 
flowers is still intact.   

i didnt order/buy/ listen (to) the "new" tigermilk yet.  im so fond of my 
copy that i wish to not get a new one.   i dont know.   it feels too awkward. 
 it makes me feel.... olde.   
erm, well, something along those lines.  change and i, we dont get along too 
well at times.

fountainhead mentioned [ohh how i love the ayn rand]:


my dear, you are not alone.  i despise the heat.   it makes me cranky.   
generally, im quite nice.   but get me in the hot sun and i become oh.... 
well... not so nice.   and who DOES get tan anymore??  oh the sun is just 
evil.   i would rather wear sweaters all summer.  and shorts... i own none.  
is this too much information?  perhaps. 

justin w.[of felonius monk fame]  asked for other oklahoma-sinsterines.   im 
not one.  but i do live in ohio.  well, thats far away from oklahoma.  but 
are their any other sinister kids in ohio?  im willing  to bet not.   but we 
shall see....  well... miss marie is here in spirit!  arent you, dear?  

i have this tradition, every night that the stars [in the sky] are visible.  
i sit outside and gaze up and name them... sometimes goofy names, sometimes 
friends names.... oh you know.   just names.   some i see often, like the 
star i named "rosie" [who bears the same name as my car... bless her].  and 
some i dont... like "beauford."  he doesnt come out much.   i found it odd 
tonight because i am losing track of where my stars reside.  (so ive been 
doing this for years, obviously.  should i be seeking professional help?)

alright.  my fingerpaints are calling for me.  i just must finish this last 
piece....

loves. amanda.


*where always its Spring) and everyones in love and flowers pick themselves.*
---e.e.cummings
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