Sinister: Music will destroy us in the end... (I hope)

[Maria Pilar Garcia Furquet]

Hi you all there, sinisterines. It's been a while since I posted my 
last (and first) mail to the list. Finally my feelings have 
changed, and I've got through my sick loneliness once again. It's 
good to feel happy, sometimes, and now I'm having real good times.
Last Saturday I went to a Hefner show here in Valencia (Spain, you 
know). It was real fun. Darren is absolutely a star, and they all 
made us dance and clap, and sing like we aren't used to. Lot of 
people had gone to see a Spanish band called Polar (your sinister 
souls sure would like them), but Hefner were the successful ones.
You know, I find a lot of difference between Hefner and B&S, since 
they have such a different feelings about life, and, most of all, 
about love. 
Now I feel in most a "Hefner way of life", I mean, love seen as an 
extension of sex (Doesn't it sounds bad?), sure I'll change my point 
of view, but I've been recovering from my last relationship, and now 
I can't believe in that kind of ethereal love, mystical feelings 
Stuart and Co. sing about. So, as love has already destroyed me (in 
some ways), now I'm waiting music to do it again, and you can be sure 
it will. I really love being soul-ripped by love, and when there's no 
love in between, music can do its work. 
By the way, if anyone knows about anything Belle&Sebastian related, 
happening here in Spain, please don't have any doubt and make me get 
the news. 
Love you all.
The sinister dancer. Mon.
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