Sinister: there you are, you're so demure.

[Tigerxdare at xxx.com]

hello darlings,
     well here i am, on a friday night, i just got home from watching the 
kids, and ive had a more fun evening than i would have had if i would have 
went out with any of my friends. i like kids. i mean sure sometimes they 
arent fun, but for the most part i really love them and cant wait to have my 
own kid some day. today when i went there, i was upset (am i ever not upset 
these days?), and i started crying a little bit, so the little three year old 
tried to comfort me, and he told me that he would beat up whoever made me 
sad. =)...i have two days with no school and i am just going to stay in the 
house and sleep and not talk to anyone. my friend called me today and the 
last time i talked to him he was quite rude. today my dear sinisterees, i 
have reached my breaking point. no more will i endure other people shite. i 
don't deserve to be treated bad by anyone, and i refuse to converse with 
anyone who wont treat me with anything but respect. so he called and said 
whats up and i proceeded to tell him off and scream and it was liberating. i 
am buying a new address book for all my telephone numbers and i am burning my 
old one. i am only going to keep very few numbers. i dont even like most of 
the people i associate with so the answer is to stop talking to everyone. i 
will just meet new people but actually if i dont i really dont give a flying 
fuck. i enjoy being alone and not having to deal with people and their 
annoying little attitudes. today is the start of a new era, my dears. 
xoxo,
         lauren.  p.s- i miss you LJ
and yes marie, you must buy that secret stars cd but i will still copy it for 
you plus their other cd called geneologies.
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